Peers

I have many photos of my peers and those guys are a very photogenic bunch! and I consider them to be my friends, too. To use one of those photos might mean neglecting friends from other photos. Anyway! That's the long explanation of why I've chosen a photo from FRIENDS the TV show rather than one of my own. My diabetes friends are my peers, there is a very strong bond between many of us. I'll be there for yoooouuuu!

I took part in the Diabetes Chat 24hr chat bonanza! yesterday. I had an hour to talk to Jules from Enough Now DOC and GBDoc to talk about safety within the diabetes community, peer support and a little about mental health. I think the conversation flowed well, from hearing about unsavoury incidents and characters to how to stay safe online and in the general community, then how peer support has impacted and benefited many across the GBDoc community. Meeting and communicating with members of the community has certainly lifted my mental health when it comes to living with T1D and I think I'm right in saying that others have had a similar experience.

I have lost count of the number of people who I've met at the events & get togethers which I've attended. I mentioned in the Diabetes Chat; I've yet to have a poor experience from meeting my peers. Each time, there has been a new story, new information or a new face to meet. Sometimes, I've been able to directly help somebody. From the accessing of the tech that they need to some gentle words of encouragement and everything in between. I've been on the opposite side of that coin, too! Several diabetes tech gadgets have found their way into my lap, a direct result of meeting my peers. Those gadgets have undoubtedly helped me to maintain or improve aspects of my T1D management. 

Without peers, where would my T1D be? I suspect that I'd be using a Libre but, likely still injecting 8 to 10 times per day instead of using a pump (soon to be replaced with a brand new NHS funded one) and instead of using a CGM - a direct result of me tweeting about T1D and being recognised as somebody worthy of being gifted a device. Without peers, my burden would be much more than it is today. Diabetes aside, my private life would be far less rich as well. I have a WhatsApp which is heaving with messages and group messages from friends. No longer are they simply "peers" and no longer is the conversation driven by our lack of beta cells.

The Diabetes Chat event was littered with my friends and peers. After I'd had my hour with Jules, I just listened when time allowed. It was brilliant to see the names of online friends, joining in and telling their stories and offering their opinions. I was very pleased to see Alex take the hot seat to present the GBDoc Quiz and equally pleased that Mo agreed to lead the Tweetchat segment to assist Jules. Alex and Mo are frequent names in the Twitter GBDoc community but I don't remember hearing them speak very often, aside from the Zoom quizzes and when I interviewed Alex for a Dad Chats to... They're lovely people and, if they read this, I'd like to encourage both to push for more opportunities. The same goes for others within the diabetes community - You're just as important as the frequently heard voices, the voices with a social media presence and the voices who work within diabetes. Personally, I enjoy listening to the infrequently heard voice rather than a repeated narrative. 

Monday (tomorrow, after this blog is published) sees the publication of a new NHS document. "The Six Principles of Peer Support" appears to have been a long time in the 

coming. There is much chatter in my circles about what to expect. I'm certainly very interested in what the NHS will come up with following private discussions with a few who live with T1D. There is absolutely many positives to peer support and my hopes are high that the NHS will only enhance what is already there. 

Monday is also World Diabetes Day. Perhaps you'll mark the day, perhaps you won't. Your diabetes, your rules. Personally, I'm going to the pub for an afternoon with my friends. It just so happens they have diabetes, too!

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Charles Bonnet Syndrome

What is Charles Bonnet Syndrome? and why the photo of Abraham Lincoln? I'm glad that you asked! because that's what today's blog post is about.

I've been talking about eyes and complications on various platforms, lately, following the stopping of my long term eye medications. You might already know the deal with me; eye complications from T1D, surgeries, pressure, yadda yadda. You might have read or heard me talking about scotomas, too. However, I've rarely spoken about my experiences of Charles Bonnet Syndrome.

Who on earth is Charles Bonnet? A pretty interesting fellow, by all accounts. You could do some Googling to find out because I'm more interested in the syndrome than the person. Wikipedia says this about the man and the syndrome:

"In 1760 he described a condition now called Charles Bonnet Syndrome,^[7] in which vivid, complex visual hallucinations (fictive visual percepts) occur in psychologically normal people. (He documented it in his 87-year-old grandfather,^[8] who was nearly blind from cataracts in both eyes but perceived men, women, birds, carriages, buildings, tapestries and scaffolding patterns.) Most people affected are elderly with visual impairments, however the phenomenon does not occur only in the elderly or in those with visual impairments; it can also be caused by damage elsewhere in their optic pathway or brain."

Hallucinations?! Yikes! It sounds pretty scary and, to begin with at least, it was. Let's rewind a decade, I'd recently had my first eye surgery and things hadn't improved. My ever decreasing vision was still very poor and I'd resigned myself to a long period, maybe life, of very limited eyesight. It was a dark period for me both mentally and physically. One morning, I woke to find, to my utter bewilderment, Abraham Lincoln walking by the foot of my bed. He looked directly at me and then sort of melted away into the wall. Strange, I thought, I don't remember taking LSD last night. At the same time, I was paralysed by fear. I remember staying in bed for at least 20 minutes trying to piece together what had just happened. Was I really awake? 

The experience dominated my thoughts through the rest of the day. I had convinced myself that I was somehow half the way between waking and sleeping, that my lost eye sight had tricked my brain into being asleep and desperately trying to not worry about dementia or "going mad".

Some time went by, maybe a week or so, before it happened again. No visits from Lincoln, though. That's far too wacky! This time a far more realistic smile from Queen Victoria before she turned her head and vanished. That sparked a bunch of hallucinations which ranged from various Victorian age dressed people to my best friend sitting on my toilet, cheerfully exclaiming "Hello mate!" and disappearing - Although I couldn't hear him say it, it was simply "mouthed" at me.

By now, as you might imagine, I was getting a little worried for my sanity. Weirdly, I had stopped becoming frightened of the hallucinations and felt disappointed when they vanished. Perhaps seeing something clearly again was the reason for the "feel good" and my brain was releasing some kind of chemical.

Of course, I was unaware that I was experiencing Charles Bonnet Syndrome. It took a visit from a charity worker to explain that what I was going through was completely normal. He even asked the question "Old fashioned things?". I laughed out of relief and started to look forward to my next round of visits from a different century. Sadly, they never returned. It was as if my brain had worked it out and decided I no longer needed to be fed these images. Soon after that, more surgeries and the slow recovery of my sight began. 

Head to the NHS website to read more about this syndrome and the hallucinations in detail. However, they're not dangerous, they are common for anybody of any age following sight loss, they do stop.

As always, I encourage everybody who has diabetes to attend their eye screening appointments. Please go to any follow ups and have any treatments offered to you. 

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Was It The Cinnamon?!

 I've recently fallen into a YouTube "rabbit hole". Having watched someone survive on £1 for an entire day, the same chap then went on to describe his favourite "cheap" meals. One of those meals was a fried banana sandwich - made from bread which he baked himself. It looked pretty good and, because I'm not surviving on £1 per day, I added some sugar and cinnamon to my own fried banana sandwich. It was really good! The cinnamon really brought it to life and I've made the same sandwich several times, since.

Cinnamon! Ah, yes the frequently touted and often mocked cure for diabetes! Of course, it won't cure your diabetes and that's why it's often mocked but it does taste pretty good on various things. Strange, though, that after recently eating a lot more cinnamon (I really like a fried banana sandwich) I've finally been able to stop taking medication which I've been on for around 10 years.

I've had to take eye drops since developing retinopathy and various other eye nasties in 2010. The drops have changed, based on my changing condition, a couple of times. The latest batch began in 2014 and they were prescribed to control pressure and irritation. Very successful they were, too! After my 2014 surgery, I have been stable in the peepers. I thought that was down to a combination of better T1D management and my 2 x 2 eye drops per day. I might be right in regards to the T1D management but it seems that things have changed in the eyes dept.

Earlier this year, my eye surgeon suggested that I should stop taking the drops to "see if anything changes". I did that for around a week in the summer only to find my appointment had been rescheduled. Frustrating! But, during that week, I never noticed any real discomfort in my eye. Encouraged, I tried again before the latest appointment in the world's hottest clinic. 

If you've ever had ocular hypertension then you'll probably know the pain. Just like blood glucose levels, eyes have pressure levels that are given values. A normal value is in the teens, give or take a point or two. In 2014, my eye pressure was 44. I was immediately put on a drip to drop the pressure. I've suffered many pains in my life but eye pressure pain is by far the worst thing that I've ever felt. It lasted for 24 hours before I was able to get the drip into my hand and find relief. 24 hours of agony feels like a very long time, i wouldn't wish that pain on anybody. So, to be asked to stop the eye drops which help to control pressure was certainly a worry.

It's been over two weeks since I stopped the drops, 10 days since leaving the sauna ward, and all is stable in that eye. I don't know if I'll ever need to go back to the drops or if that's the end but I'm delighted. To just wake each day and do the T1D thing without reaching for two bottles and a tissue as well, to go to bed without fumbling around, late at night, for the same... it's less work! and it's less burden. This felt like life in 2009! only with better T1D management and no midlife crisis. 

Was it the cinnamon, though?!  

No. Let's not be silly. I've likely needed to stop the drops for a while. I have stability in both eyes and despite my visual impairment I consider myself to be very lucky and happy with my lot. Blessings counted.

To end this little blog post, I'd like to encourage you to always attend your eye screening appointments and any follow up appointments and to go for any treatments that you might need. I don't want any of you to go through the pain and darkness (physically and mentally) that I went through. If you do attend your appointments then you can reduce the chances of anything nasty happening to your eyes. Some of you will already be living with visual impairments and going through your own personal battles. Please don't ever give up on medical science, new treatments and new technologies. Ask about them, ask FOR them! and share your story without fear. There is no shame in having diabetes related eye complications.

Try the fried banana sandwich, too! :

- 2 slices of white bread, remove crusts

- 1 small sliced banana

- Some sugar (brown works best) and some ground cinnamon

Heat a tablespoon of butter in a pan, place the bread in the pan, add the banana to one slice while the bread browns and sprinkle your cinnamon and sugar on the banana. Flip the banana-less slice of bread on the top and flatten with a spatula. Turn a few times to brown evenly and sprinkle a little more sugar on each side.

You'll need insulin.  

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From The Cradle To The Grave

Have you been reading the shared experiences, maybe offering your own, for Hypo Awareness Week? I have offered up a few things and joined in with a few discussions. It's been heart warming to find solidarity with my peers and learn of the experiences of others. Awareness days, weeks, months or whatever are good things, in my opinion. A little understanding can go a long way for better care in a clinical environment but also at home, work and in a social arena. Keep on sharing and raising awareness of what matters to you.

So, this blog post isn't really about Hypo Awareness Week. The title and photo might have given that away already. It was inspired by the hypo conversations, though. Hypos, a seemingly unavoidable complication of having T1D, rarely spoken of as a "complication", it's frequency - more so for some than others, and the knowledge that your last hypo probably won't be your last ever hypo unless it puts you in the ground. Hypos are probably for life, once you've been diagnosed with T1D, unless technology advances further or £50 million donations find us a cure.

Lots of things are for life, of course; Taxes, corrupt politicians and ITV reality shows to name a few. You'll have your own "for life" baggage, I expect. I certainly do and despite my positive stance over awareness campaigns, I have found this particular one has left me rather melancholy over my own "lifers". 'From the cradle to the grave' refers to my own long term conditions. I almost called this blog "Not a moment" because since my first breath, I have lived with a long term condition. 

Some conditions affect our lives more deeply than others, that could be because of the condition itself or the way we lead our lives or how we're managing the terrible hand that the universe dealt us. My LTCs vary from things that I have no need for support or care over to things such as T1D, where I benefit hugely from good support and care.

My melancholy, my self-pity if you will, will come and go for the rest of my days. It is an infrequent visitor and not something to be concerned about. I feel the storm clouds gathering when I've had a rough period of health or a difficult period in my personal life. In this case, I've had a troublesome couple of weeks with hypos and reduced rest and that's why I've been all very "woe is me" for a day or two. In this time I've been revisiting my "lifers", when they happened, are they related and even considering what might happen in the years to come. Following my last hypo, frustrated, I silently went through my LTC health history:

- Day 1, congenital birth condition

- Year 2, speech condition

- Year 8, diabetes

Then, some breathing space for 25 years. The universe must've been on holiday. Let's crack on...

- Year 33, eye conditions

- Year 37, new eye conditions

- Year 44, shoulder condition

A lot of conditions, hey? and far too much detail to offer in one blog post. Some are related to each other but, because I focus on T1D and anything related to it, I rarely bother to mention anything that's not in the diabetes camp. Oh, sure, they impact on me in many different ways but they don't require any intensive management like T1D does. Oddly, despite the hypos putting me under this dark cloud, T1D is something I feel more "ready for the fight" over. It might be because things could escalate and become very bad with diabetes and the complications that it could bring or it might be the prospect of one day having very little to manage (maybe nothing) in later life when it comes to diabetes. It would be sweet to still be around to experience that.

Reading back through this post, it looks pretty bleak. Sorry, I'm usually a very positive and glass half full person. Life can be incredibly good sometimes! I don't need to think for too long to remember and to count my many blessings. Life is also very short and I firmly believe in enjoying myself as much as I can until I head off into the sunset, leaving behind a trail of horrified nurses. I encourage you to do the same (maybe not the nurses) when you can because, diabetes or not, it turns out you only get to do it once.

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Puppy Low

 ...oh, I guess they'll never know! Donny Osmond, I think. Apologies if you read the last blog or even heard about it on the grapevine. I decided it would be better to not publish that particular post in the interests of the personal safety and causing any distress to the victims of that particular group of people. Instead, a complete change of tone with a photo of Billy. Cute, hey?

True, he is cute and a burning ball of nuclear grade energy. As we know, using our own energy burns up that glucose pretty efficiently in most of us and so "Puppy Low" rather than "Puppy Love" seemed like a good title for this post. Sorry, Donny.

Billy arrived during the final week of my Steptember Challenge. I was already exercising a lot more than usual and chalking up a good number of hypos during the first few weeks of the month, at least. This new, very cute, energy sapper really threw a spanner into the works. Very short but high intensity bursts of exercise were sending my BG tumbling. Alongside a different waking and sleeping pattern, it's made for a difficult week with Type 1 Diabetes. I'm adjusting... kind of.

The experience made me wonder about how others cope with different variables thrown into the mix on a frequent basis. Shift workers certainly sprung to mind but I'm sure there are others with equally or more challenging lives. The solution to many of the challenges and life changes which we experience is, of course, technology. I know, a tweak of the Banting Juice might keep things in order, a couple more finger pricks per day might do the trick too. However, for those wild times, the big life changes, the why does my puppy keep on pooping moments, it seems like tech is the answer.

Some of you may have read about a lady who had waited a year for a pump clinic appointment, only to be refused funding at that appointment because of her sleeping issues. Yeah, I didn't know whether to laugh or cry either. Other stories were shared, including a particularly bizarre refusal tale which the lovely Lesley Jordan (from JDRF UK) shared. Take a look, you'll see that on my time line among all the puppy photos. Technology within diabetes should always be burden reducing for us alongside improving or maintaining our long term outlooks. My switch to a pump has vastly improved my T1D burden and, so far, the numbers all suggest that my long term outlook is in a good place. Where would I be without the pump? Struggling, for sure. I certainly wouldn't be trying to walk 250,000 steps while puppying. It could be easier, too! I could be looping and many more highs and lows would be reduced. I'll be a looper, soon enough, I'm in no real hurry.

So, while my hypos have been on the increase, I'm still in a very good place and a place which I can adjust to with the new arrival in the household. Others aren't so fortunate when it comes to accessing the technology which they need. Here is a link to a Twitter poll about hypos. The results are interesting! However, I know of at least two people who are in the replies with huge hypo numbers. Both are fighting for access to a pump and I have one question; Why?

Why are people with (sorry, my friends, no reflection on you) large numbers of hypos having to fight for access to a pump that will almost certainly reduce those dangerous and debilitating events? Are those numbers not raising large red flags and causing fast-tracks to Pumpville? I'm really at a loss. One hypo is a hypo too many and could lead to horrible things happening, including pre-mature death. To minimise those events should surely be a high priority and if many avenues have been explored without success then it's really time to sign off the pump paperwork.

We've seen these types of tech refusals before, of course, in the last 5 or 6 years since Libre hit the radar. It stinks of purse strings and worry about spending rather than offering the best possible care to diabetics - care which will ultimately reduce NHS spending on diabetes related complications. But what about NICE guidelines? What about them?! I don't know about you guys but, NICE don't live my life or manage my diabetes. I know what I need for my best care and to live my best life. Push for the technology which you KNOW will improve your life now and in the future. 

Billy agrees.

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Nothing To See Here

Me wearing sunglasses and a black hoodie, standing in a field with a line of trees in the background on a bright and sunny day.

It looks like summer is coming to an end in the UK. At least, the super-hot days have been replaced with warm days and decisions to make about what clothes to wear when you venture outside. Hoodie's cover many bases and that's what I chose to wear, in the photo above, while on Day 2 of my Steptember Challenge, yesterday - more on that later in the blog post.

You may have already heard about my story of sight loss and subsequent visual impairment. It must be around 15 years ago when I was first told "You need lots of laser surgery" followed by panic, appointment avoidance and, 3 years later, a rushed appointment to Eye Casualty which ended with "I'm going to be seeing a lot of you".

He (my eye surgeon) was right. I was in the operating theatre several times from 2010 to 2012 and then again to fix ocular hypertension in 2014. For 18 months of my life I was almost entirely blind and unsure if I would ever regain any sight. 

I'm not here to repeat my eye complications story, today. The experience changed me and, to be frank, had I not regained any of my sight then I'm not sure where I would be or if, indeed, I would be here at all. I'm grateful for what I have rather than regretful of what I've lost. 

Diabetes is well known to be associated with sight loss, you probably know that. You might be scared of that happening to you, you might have experienced sight loss already or you might be avoiding the subject entirely - in which case, congrats on getting this far into this blog post. I'm acutely aware of what sight loss means and what it feels like to live with. 

Between 2010 and 2012, I was active on Twitter. 'Whaaaaat?! But your account was created in 2017!' - That's true. The account you know me from (@DiabeticDadUK) was born in 2017 but I've actually been on Twitter since the very early days in a professional and personal capacity. In 2010, I had no niche. I would tweet about anything and everything and it was fun until my retinas went pop.

I was aware of accessibility on my iPhone and after having it activated for me (I couldn't see the screen) it became my lifeline and an escape from my loneliness. Visual impairment robbed me of:

- The ability to drive.

- The ability to work.

- A social life.

- My favourite hobby (playing poker)

- My confidence and self-esteem

- I could continue this list forever but you get the idea.

The accessibility feature on my phone allowed me to stay connected. I could hear messages, the news, sports reports, who couldn't believe what on Facebook, if huns were OK and tweets! The tweets were my favourite thing because I could talk to lots of people and share stories and still laugh despite my condition. The most frustrating thing was when somebody would tweet a photo. I yearned to see what they were happy, angry, sad or excited about. I couldn't, nobody was describing their photos and I was left to concentrate on tweets which were text only. 

Here we are, in 2022, over 10 years later. I can see well enough to not need accessibility switched on. Again, I'm incredibly grateful. However, there are a lot of people in the diabetes communities which have a greater degree of visual impairment and they do need accessibility. These days, there is an ALT text option on tweets which contain an image or GIF. Amazing!

Last week, I launched the Accessibility Pledge on GBDoc through the @GBDocInfo account. As a community volunteer, I wanted this to come through the community and not through my own personal account. Other volunteers were happy with the pledge and we've all been trying to follow it since Sept 1st. It's been wonderful to see so many individuals adopt the pledge and adjust how they use twitter when it comes to using ALT text. You're a great bunch and I salute you all for doing that with such good spirit and kindness towards people living with visual impairments.

Other community accounts have adopted the same approach as GBDoc, too. I'm very happy to see those accounts setting a great example of accessibility to their followers. 

Sadly, despite encouragement and tagging other accounts we've yet to see a response of any note from the big charities and diabetes organisations which are not using ALT text. I have written to the CEO of Diabetes UK, Chris Askew, a person who has always been engaging and friendly with me - indeed, Chris was kind enough to host a GBDoc Tweetchat for us a few years ago - and he has promised to flag this up to the right people in his team. I think/hope we'll see changes to the DUK tweeted images very soon. 

Update: Diabetes UK now use ALT text regularly on their tweeted images. Thank you, Chris and team.

JDRF UK would be the next port of call for diabetes charities. As wonderfully active as the JDRF staff are on Twitter, very few seem eager to use ALT text. The JDRF UK account managed to use it once, in the last week. Quite why once and then not again is baffling and infuriating to people with visual impairments. On Saturday (yesterday), JDRF UK were very active in promoting a virtual event which I would've been delighted to amplify to my followers and across GBDoc accounts. But, sadly and inexplicably, no ALT text had been used so, I couldn't promote it. I can't amplify tweets which exclude people and tweets which contain no image descriptions are excluding a great number of individuals.

I think I've offered enough "heads up" tweets to JDRF UK and again here in this post. I won't be trying to send an email or a private message to the CEO or other staff members for fear of harassment! I'm also aware of wasting my time and energy in some places and I'd rather focus that on organisations who listen to community members and acknowledge their communications. I hope JDRF UK will follow the lead of others in this regard and do the right thing very soon.

Update: JDRF UK now use ALT text regularly on their tweeted images. Thank you.

I have a lot of connections and good relationships to lovely people who work in the world of diabetes. I will be approaching them all in due course, should they be omitting ALT text from their tweeted images. 

Guys, seriously, this is NOT work for you. Some of you are speedy-ass typists and excellent writers of copy. To describe your images in a sentence or two will not break you. I promise this is not some kind of a scam, I do not want your sort codes. Start doing this today, please! Even if you tweet one image every month, use ALT text on that image. It won't detract from your enjoyment of Twitter - you might even gain new followers and friendships because of it! It's a win/win situation. 

The Steptember Challenge? My poor, achy, feet. Find out more about this here

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1 Year on a Pump

Happy Birthday, Pumpy McPumpFace! almost. It's been around a year since I started using an insulin pump and phew, what a journey! You might have noticed from my frequent social rants; I like data from big numbers. A year of pumping, around 120 set changes, approx 26,000 units of insulin and, very importantly, 0 insulin injections from pens or syringes - seems like a satisfying amount of numbers to form a good opinion on insulin pump therapy (we'll get to the TIR later, don't worry).

Urgh! It's a nightmare, don't waste your time!

Just kidding. It has transformed my T1D and I'm absolutely delighted and massively grateful for the chance to pump. You knew that already, of course because you follow my socials because you have great taste in tweets. In this blog I am going to run through some of the stand-out experiences of using a pump in the last year. These are my experiences and you'll likely have your own should you decide that pumping is for you. 

I remember owning this pump for a week before getting set up. That stemmed from a feeling of anxiety and nervousness that I might make a mistake and give myself a massive overdose or, as is my want with most tech, break it. None of those things happened and it only took a sweaty hour or so to get started thanks to a Zoom call with a former Accu-chek Combo user. In hindsight, I could've done the set up myself from watching YouTube videos but there was something reassuring to have that peer support on hand over a live video call.

Great, so, you're not interested in a day by day run down of pump use from here on in and, to be honest, I couldn't tell you what I had for breakfast let alone what my bolus for it was (obviously it was coffee). Let's get to the important bits, the positives and negatives, and I'll try to keep them brief.

Negatives:

Yes, there are some!

- Always attached. 

Unless you're taking a bath or a shower then you're always attached to that little lump of plastic and 60cm of tubing filled with insulin. Eventually, it becomes a very normal thing and you learn to adapt even in the bedroom! However, it does mean you're aware of things like door handles, getting hung up on similar things and where to put the pump on your person. If you use a CGM then you're likely well versed in site rotation for your little "always on me" buddy. The same is true of a pump site but, a pump site needs to be changed every 3 days or so. Your CGM may last for 14 days. If you're moving to a pump then start considering the idea of different areas on your body for placement. Legs are fine for me, some use arms, boobs, love handles and top of the bum. I think I'm good with legs and tummy for the time being. 

You may also need to get used to the constant reminder of having T1D. MDI means a jab and carry on & you might not jab again for several hours! Your pump is on your person and always dripping basal into you quietly. I firmly believe that having an acceptance of this condition is a vital part of living well with it and using a pump to help manage it. If you're struggling with acceptance then the reminder from a pump might affect your mental health. 

- The blood!

It's not a common event for me, it's happened twice, the blood following a cannula removal if you nick a blood vessel. Wow! If it happens to you once then you'll have plenty of "just in case" tissues on stand by for the next occasion. A little blood can look like a lot, I know. If you scroll through my old tweets then you might find images of my blood-soaked tissues. They're not from a knife wound, I promise. 

- Zero IOB

Remember when you were diagnosed and how utterly crap you felt? That huge thirst and a bladder with enough liquids in to end the national drought? Yeah, that's how things go when you've got zero insulin on board. A kinky cannula, an occlusion, a bad site or just forgetting that you've suspended your insulin delivery for a couple of hours will result in a rocket ship on your CGM graph. It happens! All of those reasons have happened to me and it's scary how quickly things can run away from you once the Banting Juice tap is turned off. CGM alarms will stop the worst of it, use them.

- The Fight

Specifically if you live in the UK, access to an insulin pump is not straightforward. I have documented the fight that I was faced with in this blog, just look for The Path To Pumping posts and settle down for a read. Things will undoubtedly change as technology becomes the standard and Looping is rolled out to all with T1D who wish to use it. Until then, it's still unacceptably bad. Criteria is used, of course, with many citing it as punishing them for working hard to manage their T1D. I agree with those people but I also agree that something has to be in place to protect the public purse and evidence to show pumping being worth the cost is a necessary evil. There are no easy solutions but perhaps with enough evidence and the passing of time we will see a much more relaxed attitude towards access.

Positives:

- TIR

Time In Range, now seen as such an important barometer of T1D health. For a while, I've known the good standard for TIR to aim for as 70% - that might be different for you. Although there were periods on MDI when my TIR was near to 70%, in my latter MDI days it was closer to 60%. The period of May 2021 to August 2021 shows my time in the happy zone at 63%. Since switching to pumping, I have seen a consistent TIR of 77 - 82% (currently 78%). That's a big jump and I do know that it might not mean a huge decrease in my chance of T1D related complications but it does mean some decrease.

- Burden

A vast reduction in burden has made me a happier person, a better rested person and a person able to function at a reasonable level. No longer do I look at another injection with lethargy and hate hanging over me. This positive is the most important one for me, peace and happiness have no price tag and achieving them is not an easy thing.

- Confidence

Do not read confidence into my words because I have a social media presence. I have struggled with social anxiety for most of my life and I probably always will. The removal of some of that anxiety through no longer needing to inject in public (or finger prick for that matter) is huge for me. It brings a sense of normality to me, something which I've rarely felt.

- Sleep

I have never slept so much! Not since I was a teenager who pretended he didn't have T1D. The difference is utterly amazing - to wake up in range, to have less nocturnal hypos, to not feel like the walking dead. Sleep is vital to human health and sleep loss is a massively overlooked complication of having T1D. Finally, I feel able to get enough rest.

Those are the biggies! for me, at least. There are lots of other little positives and negatives but I promised to keep it brief. I would love to know of your positives and negatives, if you've recently started pumping. Maybe you've stopped pumping and gone back to MDI? Tell me about it, you know where to find me.

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