Let The Storm Rage On

...the cold never bothered me anyway? Well, tis (almost) the season for such movies. You might have realised from the image above that this isn't a blog post about Frozen or Christmas  Instead, I'd like to talk about everyone's favourite subject; social media. Gah! I know quite a lot of you are now going to close this window, unfollow me, throw away your phone and report me to the police. I might deserve some of that! I mean, have you READ my tweets?! Jeez!

For the handful of you who remain, let's get into it. Sometimes, I "do a lot of socials" and not just for myself. From time to time, I work for others (volunteered and paid roles) alongside my own blathering. It's cool, I like the interactions and social media has opened a world of experiences for me. It's helped my health, too. My T1D is unrecognisable from what it used to be just 6 or 7 years ago. That's an incredible thing if you really consider it. It also paints the general population in a great light, especially diabetics, as they are the driving force behind my current diabetes management and stable health.

I've thanked the online diabetes community in several blog posts and posts on socials. They truly are a great bunch and if you're new to that world, embrace it and soak up all the info and support that you need. In other posts, I've issued warnings to people to be cautious online. Despite the majority of people having no agenda but to assist others and gain their own support, there will always be a minority who are looking for something else. What are those things? The list is likely long, but you can probably include; using others for profits, career progression, gratification, and self promotion. I've experienced those things and more. Perhaps you have, too. Whilst that's sad, particularly as the diabetes world is focused around health, it's not very surprising. This is the Internet, of course!

Part of the online diabetes community is GBDoc. You're probably aware of it if you stumbled upon this post via a link on one of my socials. I've had a lot of involvement in that community and, again, it's been tremendous. When I began tweeting about diabetes, I was very determined to not involve myself with any community or organisation. That probably lasted about a month! and after a year or so, I was asked to be a volunteer along with several others. Volunteers have come and gone in the last 5 years. They had their reasons and their departures didn't affect me. We remained friends, largely, and some are still kicking around on socials today.

And now it's my turn to depart.

I've simply lost the motivation to continue to freely give my time to GBDoc. There are reasons for that and there are absolutely a select group of people who are behind those reasons. To detail each would result in a very long blog post and it would probably create an online inferno. My own personal attacks have included accusations of stigmatising others, subversive posts that target others, discriminating against others who are not British, not fact-checking things I retweet (because I'm CNN, obviously)... and I'm going to stop there because even as I type those things, and even after some time has passed, I feel affected by those accusations and the shocking levels of entitlement to tell me how I run my own personal account. I'm not perfect. Indeed, there have been times when I've corrected or removed something I knew to be wrong or even something that could be misinterpreted. Over the years, I've listened to others and made apologies for my own errors and, unnecessarily, the misinterpretations of others. Those instances were on Twitter (now X) which has never really been the easiest place to read tone from or gain much from in the way of great detail - unless you have a verified account and you love writing essays, of course!

I'm not looking for sympathy. However, I feel sorry for my friend, Jules. She's well known for living with some serious conditions which are exacerbated by stress. To listen to her breaking and tearful about the whole saga was very tough. The non-apology and the carry-on-regardless nature of those involved was bewildering. "Bewildering" was the best I could muster after deleting various expletives. Of course, you should form your own judgements if you wish, but from someone "on the inside" I know the hurtful remarks made about GBDoc volunteers (managed by Jules) were so far removed from reality. I hope that she'll come back one day. I'm sure the community will continue to thrive in whatever guise. 

There is much more I could add to this post. I may follow up at a later date. There will, of course, be more blog posts on other subjects in the days, weeks and months to come. If you're from GBDoc, it's been lovely to volunteer for you since 2018. Stay well. 

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I Was Feeling Complicated...

...I was feeling low. Annie Lennox is bloody brilliant, isn't she? The song is Thorn In My Side by Eurythmics, and you'll probably be unaware of it if you're under 35. Put it on your Spotify while you read this post.

This post is about diabetes related complications. If the subject is too difficult for you, then please come back again for another post in the future. Normally, I wouldn't bother to put a trigger warning like that because I'm a "warts and all" diabetes blogger. However, I understand that the subject can be upsetting for people who live with diabetes and their loved ones because it is so utterly dreadful. So, if you're still here, let's begin.

The story of my own diabetes related complications has been well documented in this blog and across my social media accounts. If you're unaware, and in short, I suffered severe eye complications from around 2010 - 2012. I had several surgeries and I spent a good deal of those two years living in near blindness. Things improved and although I am "registered as blind" I am far from it. The reality is I have a visual impairment that does impact my day to day living... actually day to night living, my night vision is shocking, and I need to wear specs to read and write incredible blog posts such as this one.

As I head rapidly towards 40 years with T1D, I count myself lucky to only have had that experience of complications. Oh, if I could change history and not go through that then I absolutely would! I count myself lucky because I know many others who have been through more, much more, much worse and they keep on fighting with lots more day to day (or night) issues than I have. Also, as I've aged (matured?) with my eye complications and embraced the lived experience of others with T1D, I have come to realise something:

I was wrong.

An admission of being incorrect is a tough one to express. It's rare to read of anybody back-tracking and changing a firmly held view. I don't know why, as human beings, we're so proud about always being right. I mean, just by pure chance, sometimes you'll be wrong... right? Anyway! Why was I wrong? Well, for several years and up until very recently I've harboured a feeling of self-blame for my eye complications. I may have even written about it a few years ago, but then I never touched on the subject again. Pride? Over time, and with more experience, I've come to realise that I've been wrong to shoulder the blame for what I went through.

I'm not going to shift the blame for my complications to another person. Why it happened, is down to one thing; Type 1 Diabetes. After that, the reasons don't really matter. History cannot be changed. Yet, for a long time I put the blame on myself, the missed appointments, literally running out of an appointment for laser surgery, hiding away and pretending it wasn't happening. 

To run away from you

Was all that I could do

Annie was probably referring to an ex-lover. For me, to run away from those scary appointments felt like my only option, the easy option, and I was an adult. Nobody was forcing me to attend. Indeed, nobody would chase up missed appointments or why I'd scarpered part-way through laser surgery. Why would they? DNA (Did Not Attend) is a common thing in the NHS and the reasons for that can be complex rather than simply the patient just doesn't care about themselves. If the patient doesn't care about themselves, surely they are in the greatest need of the soonest care? A discussion or a blog post for another time, perhaps.

I should've known better

But I got what I deserved

Was exactly my thoughts for many years. I was told by enough healthcare professionals. Yet, "told" is something we experience a lot when attending our diabetes reviews.

"You need to get your A1c down"

"You need to have less hypos"

"You need to check your blood glucose more often"

The list is long and, if you have T1D, you've probably got your own extensive list of "tolds". 

Modern care has come to realise that the harsh approach, the scaremongering, doesn't work very well on the whole. I agree. It clearly didn't work for me having been subjected to scaremongering from an early age. Perhaps if all of my diabetes history was analysed, those early years were the seeds planted for my mid-life complications harvest. Who knows? Again, I'm not shifting blame for my complications to another person or persons. Diabetes got me here, my own immune system did the dirty work. What followed was a war and in every war there is suffering - my left retina took the brunt.

Complications are indeed a thorn in my side, today. Hopefully, they won't be for you. If you do get some bad news, I have some words for you:

It's not your fault. Don't put yourself through what I have for a decade.

Complications treatments are as good as they've ever been.

Be brave. You're only here once and you matter.

Things will get better or settle down. 

Seek support. The NHS might offer it to you - take it! 

Talk and share. The huge #GBDoc community has more experience than any clinic. We got you.

This post was tougher to write than I expected. Thanks for giving me a few minutes of your time.

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The Power Of Sharing

In the world of diabetes management, every day brings unique challenges. Yet, through the power of advocacy and awareness, individuals with diabetes are finding the strength to face these challenges head-on. This blog post revolves around a compelling story shared to me by an online diabetes peer, which beautifully encapsulates the impact of diabetes advocacy and the resilience of those living with the condition.

Our peer shared a moment from their life that unfolded during a seminar. It was a day like any other, but their insulin pump had other plans. It malfunctioned, resulting in high glucose levels—a situation that can be unsettling for anyone. Instead of feeling embarrassed, this individual demonstrated remarkable composure. They calmly injected insulin and replaced their pump set right there in the room, without leaving or excusing themselves. In their own words, they did it "like it's a normal thing...which it is apart from injecting."

Here is their message, shared with permission: 

This story carries a profound message, not just for people with diabetes but for everyone:

The Power of Advocacy: The online diabetes community, along with dedicated advocates, has played a pivotal role in raising awareness about diabetes. Their efforts have contributed to a more informed and understanding society, allowing individuals like our peer to feel supported and empowered.

Breaking Down Stigmas: Our peer's ability to manage their diabetes openly and confidently challenges the stigmas surrounding the condition. It exemplifies that dealing with diabetes, even in unconventional situations, should be normalised and accepted.

Self-Empowerment: This story is a testament to the resilience and self-empowerment that individuals with diabetes can cultivate. When people understand that diabetes is a part of life but doesn't define it, they can confidently manage it without feeling the need to hide.

Inspiration to Others: The courage displayed by our peer serves as an inspiration to me and I hope others in the diabetes community. It shows that unpredictable moments can be met with grace and that diabetes doesn't have to hold anyone back.

The Importance of Preparedness: While managing diabetes is a day-to-day reality, moments like the one our peer experienced highlight the importance of preparedness. Knowing how to handle such situations and sharing this knowledge can benefit the entire community.

This story is a testament to the transformative power of diabetes advocacy and the resilience of those living with the condition. Through advocacy, we can break down stigmas, inspire self-empowerment, and encourage a sense of normalcy in managing diabetes. Our peer's experience during that seminar is proof that, with the right support and awareness, individuals with diabetes can confidently navigate even the most unexpected moments with confidence, ensuring that diabetes doesn't define them, but rather, becomes just another part of their remarkable lives. 

I talk about my diabetes a lot and I do that simply to share my experiences. Remarkably, that simple act can have a hugely positive impact on others. I strongly encourage you, reader, to share your own experiences about diabetes. 

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Hybrid Closed Loop - My Thoughts

The future has arrived! Yes, I know many of you reading this will have been managing your diabetes with Hybrid Closed Loop for a while now and that it's not exactly new news for you. 

At Dad Towers, I've been hesitant to take the "next step" from insulin pumps and CGMs to the "all in one" of HCL since I began using an insulin pump in 2021. I didn't feel the urgency to change what was already working well for me, I didn't feel inspired to learn about closed loop, HCL, AID, APS and host of acronyms which were, to be frank, a bit of a turn off. I write those words as somebody who is very pro-tech when it comes to diabetes management and as somebody who understands most of what HCL means. Still, in the last couple of years, I felt in no hurry to try it.

As is often the case, conversations with peers, particularly well-meaning peers within #GBDoc, resulted in the change. As is also often the case, I've done this without the "blessing" of my consultant or an agreement with any of my HCPs. We'll talk about access later on.  The kind-hearted folk within #GBDoc have taken care of me on so many levels in the last 6 years, so I suppose it's not really a surprise to have transmitters, sensors and even different CGMs sent to me to try out. It's not a surprise, yet my heart bursts with gratitude when others offer the time, energy and often money to support me. I'll do what I can to pay that forward, of course.

Right, let's get into it; HCL, is it any good? 

Firstly, take a look at the image above. That's a screenshot from Dexcom Clarity. A nice splattering of green days and impressive time in range. For the system I'm using (Control IQ via Dexcom and T:Slim) those numbers didn't take long to achieve. The first day or two on HCL was fascinating to watch. My pump was constantly adjusting my basal rate, administering little boluses, reducing basal, suspending insulin, etc. Basically, it was micro managing everything and doing so for 24 hours a day. I love a little micro managing action myself, but even I can't do that for 24 hours a day. Impressive stuff and the results were almost immediate, lines have been flatter, spikes less spiky, hypos less severe, and I imagine my next HbA1c will reflect this improvement in management...

...management? Yes, you're still the boss, you can still administer a dose, you still need to carb count and pre-bolus for your meals & snacks. You're not a complete passenger with HCL but, if you're anything like me, you'll need to learn to let the machine do it's thing and trust in the tech. 

I've put HCL to the test a few times, including early on when I purposefully carb counted 50% lower than the meal actually contained. I expected a spike and it did happen, yet HCL sprung into action and upped my basal rates quite dramatically. It caught my purposeful error and brought me back into range within an hour or so. Wow!

Recently, I spent a few days away on a short break. That included a day at the beach. Walking and warm weather is a recipe for a hypo for me, but I thought I'd put HCL to the test again. I left my hypo treats in the car and armed only with a debit card to purchase food and drinks from a little cafe, I set about wandering around the sands... some running around too, with a Cocker Spaniel enjoying the new environment to sniff and explore. I kept an eye on Control IQ, which displays my blood glucose alongside exactly what's going on insulin wise. From a starting BG of 7.6 mmol/L, things dipped to 5.8 mmol/L and at that stage my insulin was suspended by Control IQ. Trying to not worry, I headed to the cafe to buy a sugary drink and as I cracked open the can of brown fizz, my BG was back to 6.4 mmol/L. No input from me, closed loop did all the work.

Of course, I'm not suggesting ANY level of exercise won't require some input from you when you're using HCL but, for me at least, walking around a beach for a few hours wasn't the huge problem it once might've been. And I definitely don't recommend leaving your hypo treats behind - That's just silly. 

However, that's a tremendous thing about closed loop; it reduces the worry, the decision making. You can just crack on with whatever you need or want to do and if any problems arise they're likely to be minor ones that need minimal input from you. 

It's not a cure. It's definitely not an "artificial pancreas". What it is, is an advanced way to manage T1D. Now, the only issue for me, as it was with pumping, will be to convince my consultant that HCL is right for me. That means obtaining Dexcom G6 funding.... or does it?

Whaaaaaaat?

Well, the thing is, Dexcom One sensors will work perfectly well with G6 transmitters. The sensor codes have been "hacked" and a list of Dexcom One code: 2222 = Dexcom G6 code: 4444 (as an example) is freely kicking around on your Interwebs. So, essentially, I only need the transmitters while I'm prescribed Dex One sensors. Conversations are to be had! 

Finally, you've probably noticed that Partha & co. have been working hard on making HCL accessible in NHSE. There'll be criteria, and from the outset it looks less stringent than the insulin pump criteria of old (7.5% A1c vs 8.5%) so, that's a good thing. I imagine access will be more relaxed as the next few years roll by until we reach a point where all with T1D can access closed loop in England and Wales. Perhaps that's called the Libre Point? Remember in 2017/18 when access to Flash was the big issue? Here we are, 5 years later and still not cured, but access to that tech is no longer a problem.

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The Blue Tick

It's been a couple of months since I took "the plunge" to verify my Twitter account. Of course, that's now a verified X account following the rebranding at Musk Inc. It has raised a few questions and conversations, primarily "why?!" especially as the recent changes at this platform have caused many to move to other areas of the Internet for their socials. I thought that I'd clear things up with a blog post, instead of writing a really long tweet... xeet? Whatever.

In today's digital age, social media platforms have become powerful tools for advocacy and awareness campaigns. Twitter, with its extensive reach and real-time engagement, stands out as a platform that can significantly amplify the voice of advocates. For individuals advocating for diabetes awareness, being verified on Twitter holds immense importance. Twitter verification is crucial for diabetes advocates, especially those (like me) who are not professional advocates. Below, I'll look at how it enhances credibility, increases visibility, and facilitates meaningful connections within the diabetes community.

• Credibility Amplification: Whether we like it or not, for many, verification on Twitter symbolises authenticity and credibility. For diabetes advocates, whose primary goal is to provide accurate information and create awareness, being verified adds an extra layer of trust for their followers. Verified accounts are perceived as authoritative sources of information, allowing advocates to spread accurate details about diabetes management, treatment options, and lifestyle changes with more impact.

• Enhanced Visibility: Verified accounts are more likely to appear at the top of search results and in relevant conversations. For diabetes advocates, this visibility boost is essential in ensuring their messages reach a broader audience. With the ever-increasing volume of content on social media, standing out from the noise is crucial. Verification ensures that the important messages of diabetes advocates are not lost in the crowd, enabling them to effectively reach people who need accurate information about the condition.

• Access to Features: Twitter verification comes with access to advanced features, such as analytics and insights into tweet performance. This data can be incredibly valuable for diabetes advocates, as it helps them understand what type of content resonates most with their audience. This information can be used to tailor their advocacy efforts, refine their messaging, and optimise their engagement strategies.

• Collaboration Opportunities: Verified accounts are more likely to be approached for collaborations, partnerships, and joint initiatives. For diabetes advocates, this means increased opportunities to collaborate with medical professionals, researchers, organisations, and other "influencers" in the healthcare space. Collaborations can lead to more comprehensive and impactful advocacy campaigns, furthering the cause of diabetes awareness.

• Building a Stronger Community: Verification status fosters a sense of community among advocates, creating a network of credible voices in the diabetes space. Verified advocates can connect more easily with each other, sharing insights, experiences, and strategies. This sense of camaraderie strengthens the overall impact of their advocacy efforts and encourages the exchange of knowledge within the diabetes community.

• Countering Misinformation: This is one of the major pulls for me to be verified. Diabetes advocates often find themselves combating misinformation and myths about the condition. A verified status on Twitter empowers advocates to debunk false information with authority and credibility. As misinformation spreads easily on social media, having verified advocates actively participating in these discussions is essential for steering the conversation in the right direction.

In a world where social media has become an integral part of advocacy, Twitter verification holds undeniable significance for diabetes advocates. The benefits range from amplifying credibility and visibility to enabling collaboration and providing access to valuable insights. By becoming verified, diabetes advocates can leverage their status to create a more informed, connected, and empowered diabetes community. As the digital landscape continues to evolve, being verified on Twitter is not just a badge of honour; it's a tool that can drive meaningful change and make a lasting impact on diabetes awareness.

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Keep Me In The Loop

Type 1 Diabetes tech can advance pretty quickly. Even access to it, in some areas, has greatly improved in recent times and for that we have much to be grateful for. Of course, there is far more to do than has already been done. There are many who struggle to access some very basic things and, in the UK at least, a yawning disparity in care is obvious between areas. If the playing field will ever be levelled is debatable. With my most optimistic hat on, it seems certain to be a drawn process, as with many aspects of NHS care.

Yet! We continue to advance diabetes care in the UK (probably beyond) thanks to a little thing called "Peer support" Actually, it's not little at all. In terms of numbers, the peer support groups both online and in person, have grown enormously over the last few years. Indeed, you'll see diabetes-care-engaged HCPs communicating with these groups, recognising their importance, referring patients, etc. 

For me, it's not little at all in terms of the impact on my health and life.

Back in 2017, I had recently reached a "milestone age" and after going through a great deal of diabetes related issues I thought it was time to get to grips with my T1D. The story is long and rather dull, in short it involved creating social media and forum accounts, sharing, learning and trying to be the best diabetic that I could be. I anticipated that I'd be largely on my own, that I'd pick up a few useful tips among the keto scams and cinnamon cures. I was wrong, I was definitely not on my own.

If you arrived here via Twitter, there is a great chance that you already know about #GBDoc. It is a tremendous community, run entirely by volunteers who just want to learn and stay well as much as everyone else. I mention the hashtag often and I do promote the community when the opportunity arises. I don't run it or have any influence in what happens. I'm a volunteer, learning, trying to stay well and hopefully assisting others in the same.

I try to give as much as possible to my peers within #GBDoc because since day one I have been inundated with kindness. Sure, as with any community, there will be disagreements and people will come and go. Yet, the core of #GBDoc has remained and from everything I've read and learned, I believe the community has evolved into a more inclusive, community driven, place rather than the individually run entity it once was.

In the last six and a half years, I have met hundreds of community members in person. I'm very likely to meet hundreds more. Each time, it was a delight. I love to learn about others, to talk, to laugh and to share experiences. From the hundreds, I have close bonds with many people who are now incredibly good friends. If you enjoy socialising then #GBDoc can certainly improve that aspect of your life!

Let's focus on the direct impact that peer support has had on my health. In 2017, I was finger pricking and injecting and that was the extent of my T1D management. Today, I write this blog post as somebody who is using Hybrid Closed Loop to manage my diabetes. Essentially, an insulin pump is communicating with a CGM to make frequent adjustments to my insulin dose without my input, aside from entering carb counts and other very minimal-effort engagements (see the photo used for this post). If you don't have T1D, your pancreas does a similar job, but this is not an artificial pancreas. I'll blog more about HCL in a week or two. 

HCL is the latest development from my accessing of the peer support in #GBDoc. Before that, there have been many other examples of help from the community members. Items include:

- A donated insulin pump

- Many donated insulin pump consumables

- CGM transmitters

- CGM and Flash sensors

- Ketones test strips

- Glucose drinks

- Sweets, chocolates, lots of coffees!

The last one might not be hugely impactful on my diabetes management, but it helps and they were much appreciated! I didn't ask for any of those items. Various individuals took it upon themselves to offer their time, energy and money to help me. The physical items are one thing, the enormous amount of education is something else. There really is no better place to learn about T1D than from those who live with it. Every little snippet of info, every little trick, hack, guidance and signposting is a little bit more ammunition to go to war with. Over the years, I've absorbed it all. It feels like I've studied for a medical degree in some respects.

Of course, I do what I can to give back. "Pay it forward" is the often used term for a good deed. I won't list my involvements in diabetes related initiatives in this post. This post is about the others who do wonderful, kind, things for people without really realising the positive impact it can have. You are saving lives, prolonging lives, improving lives. I don't write that sentence flippantly. I truly believe it. You may never be officially recognised, but I see you. Thank you.

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Combating Stigma in Diabetes Online Content

In today's digital world, the internet has become a significant source of information and support for individuals with chronic conditions such as diabetes. However, despite its many advantages, the online sphere is not immune to the perpetuation of stigma and misinformation surrounding the condition. You may have read a lot about stigma via your social media platforms of late. I apologise if my own content has been focused on that subject. However, I do believe it is a hugely important issue and one which can be addressed within the general population. I understand that to many of you stigma is not the most exciting subject to read about. Indeed, some of you may have never experienced stigmatising content. Stick with me, have a read, it will only take a few minutes.

So, we know that diabetes is a chronic condition that affects millions of people worldwide. It is characterised by the body's inability to properly regulate blood sugar levels. Unfortunately, diabetes is often associated with stereotypes, misconceptions, and blame. Stigma arises from these preconceived notions and societal attitudes, resulting in discrimination, shame, and psychological distress for those living with diabetes.

The internet has revolutionised the way we access and share information. It offers a wealth of resources and online communities, such as #GBDoc, that can be immensely beneficial for individuals with diabetes. However, the online sphere is also a breeding ground for stigma and misinformation. Many platforms lack proper oversight, allowing harmful content to spread unchecked. As a consequence, diabetics often face an uphill battle in navigating the online landscape, leading to increased anxiety, self-stigmatisation, and poor mental health.

Stigmatising content can have severe consequences for individuals with diabetes. It not only perpetuates harmful stereotypes but also hinders our ability to manage the condition effectively. Stigma may discourage individuals from seeking necessary medical care, adhering to treatment plans, or even disclosing their condition to others. Consequently, this can lead to poor glycemic control, increased complications, and a diminished quality of life.

To combat stigma effectively, it is crucial to empower individuals with diabetes through education and awareness. Creating and promoting online content that accurately represents the realities of living with diabetes can play a pivotal role in challenging misconceptions and dispelling stereotypes. At #GBDoc, we recently launched the #StopTheStigma campaign to do precisely that. By providing evidence-based information, sharing personal experiences, and embracing empathy towards others, we can reshape the narrative around diabetes and create a more inclusive online environment.

Online communities such as GBDoc can serve as a lifeline for individuals with diabetes, offering support, validation, and a sense of belonging. These communities should prioritise the creation of safe spaces that are free from stigma and judgement. As a volunteer, I work hard to ensure everybody feels safe to engage in and express themselves in the communities that I am a part of. If you notice or experience otherwise, just let me know.

Healthcare professionals CAN play a crucial role in combating stigma surrounding diabetes. By staying updated on the latest research, guidelines, and treatments, they can provide accurate information to their patients and the general public. Sadly, there are some HCPs with a different agenda. I strongly encourage diabetics of any type to avoid engaging with or acknowledging HCPs who are promoting diets or lifestyles via a subscription based service. There are a few of those guys kicking around, even in the UK!

Additionally, healthcare professionals can actively engage with online communities, offering expert advice, clarifying misconceptions, and addressing concerns. By bridging the gap between medical knowledge and the online sphere, healthcare professionals can become allies in the fight against diabetes stigma.

Despite it being 2023 and despite many words of advice and correction, stigma surrounding diabetes persists in online content today, creating barriers for individuals seeking support and information. However, by recognising the impact of stigma and actively working to combat it, we can create a more inclusive and supportive online environment for individuals with diabetes. Through education, empathy, and the promotion of accurate information, we can break down barriers, empower those affected by diabetes, and contribute to everyone's overall well-being.

I'd like to ask you all to share your experiences of stigma on your social media accounts. If you can, post that content where people could benefit from learning about stigma (where people without diabetes might read it) and use the hashtag #StopTheStigma. Raising awareness has the greatest impact among the unaware.

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Dexcom One CGM - In Review

It's been a number of years since I last used a Dexcom CGM. In 2018 and 2019, I used the Dexcom G5 followed by the G6 and my experience was "patchy" for various reasons. So, it was with hesitancy that I accepted the Dexcom One "Starter Pack" during my latest diabetes review appointment. It was offered to me following the sharing of my experiences of Freestyle Libre 2.

Firstly, how wonderful to have a choice of blood glucose tech. I know most areas in England and Wales are offering a choice of Libre 2 or Dex One yet many are still finding it difficult to access one or the other - mostly Dex One - at the time of writing this blog post.

The Starter Pack contains everything you need for 10 days CGM use - 1 transmitter and 1 sensor. You'll need to install the Dexcom app on your phone and create an account if you don't have one already. Then, you're ready to go!

You'll need to "pair" your phone with your Dexcom One transmitter. Pairing is a simple process, just follow the steps on your phone screen. Once you are paired up, you can insert the sensor using the single use applicator. By the way, be sure your phone is compatible with the CGM. Dexcom will have a list of compatible handsets on their website. 

The sensor applicator looks and feels a little like a computer mouse. There is one orange button to insert the sensor under your skin and a small protective orange strip to cover it. You'll need to snap that off before you press the orange button. You'll also need to remove the two slips of paper that cover the sensor adhesive area. Once the paper is removed, hold the applicator against your skin and press the button. Sensor inserted! Just ease away the applicator and dispose of it as best as you can. It's a pretty chunky lump, making recycling difficult. Some have suggested breaking it up with a hammer to make recycling easier. I think Dexcom could do a lot more to be planet friendly, here.

Before you go waving a hammer around, pop the transmitter into your sensor. Next, follow the app instructions to begin the warm up process. If you've never used a Dexcom CGM before, then get ready for a wait. The Dexcom One takes 2 hours to warm up so, maybe don't do this right before bed.

The warm up process was problem-free and BG values began to appear. The first few readings were pretty close to my actual blood glucose. "Great!" I thought, until my BG dropped so low that numbers became letters on the Dexcom app. However, I wasn't hypo. Things didn't get any better for a good 6 hours, throughout that time I remained outside of the hypo zone. I decided to let the CGM "bed in" and, erm, go to bed.

I don't know if it was just really tired from sitting in a box on my living room floor for a few days, but the rest seemed to do the CGM good! Fasting BG in the morning was very close to the Dex One number, which was also very close to the Libre 2 number (I'm wearing both devices at the same time). 

Heading towards 7 days with Dex One, I've become comfortable with it and I have begun to trust it. Compared to Libre 2, it has been closer to my actual BG for more of the time.... just! The difference between the two is very minimal for me. L2 is reading a little lower (it usually does) than Dex One, but not by worrying amounts. 0.5 mmol perhaps as an average.

Accuracy aside, the Dexcom One app is a very stripped out affair compared to LibreLink. It will offer some eA1c info via Clarity and some Time In Range data, but there is no place to leave notes and no way to screenshot the app. Read this in your best Nick Jonas voice - No screenshots? Really?! Some of you are going to suggest using third party apps and you're right. You can screenshot and note leave using different apps. However, I'm not a fan of unofficial apps when it comes to my data, support, security, yada yada. Also, the tech newbies don't want to be overwhelmed by having to install multiple apps to do things they could do with one app on LibreLink. I'm not a newbie, I'm just big hearted and I care about the people who are.

The app is my only gripe, really. Yet, it works and how often am I going to leave passive-aggressive notes about the sensor accuracy? Do I really need to screenshot my BG to encourage keto diet zealots to question how long I'll be keeping my toes with those numbers? Maybe not. I've drifted off track. My gripes aren't a big deal. They're little annoyances. The important thing is the CGM works well. At least, after the first 6 hours.... 8 hours if you include the warm up. Yeah, that first day is pretty annoying. I can accommodate that, though.

What else? 

- It's ergonomic. No sharp edges to catch on clothes, bed sheets, other humans, etc.

- It's simple to set up. Minimal steps and great on-screen instructions.

- Satisfactory accuracy vs Libre 2.

- 10 day wear isn't wonderful. That's 3 sensors per month vs the near 2 for Libre.

- 90 day transmitter usage is... okay... remember GlucoMen Day have rechargeable transmitters that last for 5 years.

- Waste could be better. That big lump of applicator, 3 times per month. Eeek.

That's about it. Soon, I'll need to make a choice for NHS purposes. Dexcom One or Libre 2. Which one do you use? Have you been given a choice?  

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1 Hour of Diabetes Stigma

So, the title of this one doesn't sound like a barrel of laughs. I know, I know, stigma and diabetes gets more airtime than Phillip Schofield and a full hour of it? Relax! Unless you're really slow at reading, this blog post will not take an hour to get through.

We're all good now, aren't we? Cool. 

A few weeks ago, I asked a question on Twitter along the lines of "Have you ever searched 'Diabetes' on Twitter?" A simple question. Some of you actually did that, some of you knew what I was getting at - It's horrendous. 

Stigma comes in many forms, of course. Some of it is well meaning "advice", some of it is terrible, upsetting, bullying, stigma breeding trash that really has no place on any platform. Yet, it's 2023 and here we are, social media is a heaving cesspit of diabetes stigma. A wall to wall misinformed, Facebook researching, pile of turd.

I'm not happy about this, can you tell?

So, to fuel my fires further, I performed the Twitter search for "diabetes" once again, yesterday. I decided to check the latest tweets, the tweets from the last hour. Of course, you might perform this search after reading this blog post and find entirely different results. However, for the purposes for this blog, I'm going to show you nine tweets which were sent in that hour.  On average, that's a tweet every 6 and a half minutes.

Ready? Deep breaths. Let's start with this cracker:

Diabetes in a cup. Your number one, alongside 'Diabetes on a plate', in Diabetes Stigma Bingo. Ooh, this is so tiresome and it's been repeated a million times. "Sister" was probably trying to be witty. 1985 left a voicemail, they want their diabetes joke back.

Mild diabetes. What? Mild diabetes? Loverboy got lucky with a mild dose. I've had the severe version for 38 years. Still, great that he warned us about this rather unusual way of getting diabetes - from watching a Ben & Jerry's TV ad'. Is nothing safe?! 

Looks like diabetes. Nope, it doesn't.

All Y'all diabetics, y'all. Fortunately, he clarified that cookies giving people diabetes was just a joke. All fine and not be blind at all... y'all. 

So sweet! Diabetes stigma bingo is back with this classic. I don't know what was so sweet. Maybe it was an ableist piece of trash falling down some stairs into a pile of horse manure?

Diabetes. Great try, DJ! You're wrong, but for trying so, so, hard to be funny you win a Donut. Oh, wait!...

Type Socks. I think this is my favourite one. Veinexes keeps those socks on despite it meaning getting diabetes. I like warm feet in bed, but i'd probably pass on toe comfort to be diabetes free. Still, now we all know the true cause of diabetes. Scientists, you can work on something else.

*Update. This looks like a typo/autocorrect of the word because or cos. The reply makes more sense when read that way. 

Cosmic Diabetes. Far out, dude. Diabetes from across the galaxy. Alien diabetes is probably easily managed with a ketogenic diet, lots of cinnamon, praying and an anal probe.

DiAmazonetes. Bernard, here, absolutely soiling himself laughing at his own gag. Ah, Bernie you old rogue! You cheeky, ableist, stigma breeding, piece of... IBS kicking in again. 

Alright, that's enough. Most of these idiots probably didn't mean any harm, they're just... idiots? Although, I'm not sure about the socks person - that's really freaked me out. I love socks. I should really end this post with a serious point. I think you've understood my point. That's a lot of stigma in a short space of time from various different idiots. 

Can it be stopped? No. At least not until there is proper regulation of social media (one person, one account, verified with ID, additional accounts listed openly). That would reduce the other horrible hate tweets, too. It would also reduce tweet impressions and hurt the income stream of the platform. Hmm, a tough one. Reduce harm and revenue or continue with the status quo. How important is money over human well being? Over to you, Elon.

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The Darkest Hour

Mental Health Awareness week is coming to an end and, for the first time really, I've been quite active about raising awareness of mental health issues on social media. During the last week, I have read about the issues faced by others within the diabetes community. I have also had several conversations with fellow diabetics about their mental health and shared my own thoughts in turn.

During a couple of conversations, diabetes related complications became the subject. It seems very reasonable to be fearful or anxious about complications, whether you've experienced them personally already or you've simply heard about them - yet managed to stay complications free. These particular conversations were on a mentor to mentee basis (I help to mentor a handful of people living with T1D) and so it wasn't appropriate for me to use that time to fully open up about my experiences. Some of my mentees pay for my time and it's important to focus on their issues, rather than drift off into my experiences. However, as we touched on some aspects of mental health in relation to diabetes complications the memories came flooding back.

Before we tuck into the main course of this blog post, I'm going to put a trigger warning here. Below, I will be writing about diabetes related complications, depression, and suicide. So, if you're upset by those subjects or they trigger you in a negative way, then please close this window and drop by again later for another blog post. Thank you.

Type 1 Diabetes had never really impacted upon my mental health. I'd had the condition for around a quarter of a century, from childhood until my early 30s, and although it was a massive annoyance and it nearly killed me a couple of times it wasn't affecting my life much. I'd been married, had two children, I was working for a TV channel in London, drove a fancy car, and I was flying around Europe to play poker tournaments. Much more was going on at that time, too! Needless to say, I was enjoying life and I didn't have much time for diabetes. My autobiography will tell you about that time.

Diabetes got angry at my ignoring of it. It'll do that, it's very needy. As my vision began to change, as little black dots appeared, as things became more and more blurry, I knew that I couldn't keep my head in the sand forever. I'd already been diagnosed with retinopathy at that stage. If you've read my previous blog posts on the subject, you'll know the story from then on. 

What I haven't ever spoken about is the affect that this period had on my mental health. Sure, I've joked that it was "a pretty dark time" but that's about it. The truth is that it was a terrible time. Once the initial feelings of anger, self-pity and guilt had subsided, I felt an overwhelming sense of hopelessness and that didn't disappear very quickly at all. It took many operations and around 18 month - 2 years of my life until I found some hope again. 

The title of this blog is The Darkest Hour. When I think of this time, many hours were dark (stop with the puns!) yet there was one particular time when I had firm plans to end my life. I am sorry to my friends and loved ones if reading that upsets you. The time frame is a little hazy, but it was around a year into my life as a very, very, visually impaired person (almost entirely blind). I'd had several operations on one eye with very limited success and no "work" had taken place on the other one at that stage. I considered what the future held for me, what had been, what I'm currently missing. A spiral of depression began and I became comfortable in planning my demise. So much so that I told a trusted person of how long I'd be waiting before calling it a day. That time was approx' a month after my next operation. I figured I'd give some time for things to settle down after the op, talk to my surgeon about what could be done from then on, and if the situation was to stay the same then I'd go through with my plan. 

Losing my sight was devastating, but it was also the fact that it was happening to me in my 30s. I imagined what might happen in my 40s, 50s and beyond. I had no intention of slowly decaying and putting my family under the stress of witnessing that and caring for me. I won't be writing about my plans to die in any detail in this blog post or anywhere else. I'm absolutely not here to put plans into heads.

I'm still here, in my 40s, so you already know that things changed for me. I remember that day as clearly (pun?) as any in my life. After getting the thumbs up from my surgeon, I could look my children in their faces and see their eyes and their smile. Everything changed. Oh sure, I've made monumental balls ups of many things since that day in 2012, but I've become more appreciative of life, more understanding of the desperation felt by others when life becomes intolerable, more respectful of diabetes and more engaged about my own health.

So, here's a thing; I was wrong. Wrong to make plans to end things, but in hindsight I understand why I was in that position. What I needed was support to help me deal with the devastating news and the long period of time as a severely visually impaired person. What I got was a meeting with a blind persons charity, in the eye clinic waiting room, surrounded by many other patients. That was followed up with a home visit to ask what I needed in a practical sense for living at home. I was given a talking blood glucose meter. Cool, thanks. No psychological support was offered.

I feel very lucky. The brilliance of my surgeon saved my sight and, in the process, my life.

I've been wondering how to end this blog post without sounding patronising and without doing the "My DMs are open, message me if you want to talk" virtue signalling nonsense. How about this:

If you're in a bad place with your mental health, diabetes related or otherwise, hold on. Life is long and sometimes things can take what seems like ages to change. You may feel that change is impossible, even if change means you must adjust to new circumstances, but it will happen and you can adjust. Seek the right help to support you. You'll need professional organisations and possibly psychological help. Be honest with your family and trusted friends.

You might also benefit from just talking. There is no shame in feeling depressed, anxious or even suicidal and when it comes to diabetes, we got you. I got you.

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It's Complicated

 

A lot of subjects revolve around Type 1 Diabetes. Many of those are routinely spoken about at your clinic appointments, with your peers, on social media, etc. That's a great thing! Reading about some diabetes related subjects might help you with your own management or, if you decide to verbalise your own experiences, you could be helping others. It's a win-win situation as far as I am concerned. 

I know some will have issues in reading or hearing about the scary aspects of diabetes. I spent a good part of my life avoiding those subjects at all costs. Even when one of the most scary, diabetes related complications, came to visit me personally I decided the best course of action was to put my head in the sand. That was a poor choice, of course.

Living with type 1 diabetes can be challenging, and there are several potential complications that can arise as a result of the condition. I believe that it's important to talk about these complications openly and honestly, without blaming or shaming people with diabetes. Stigmatising language and attitudes can be harmful and can make it more difficult for people with diabetes to manage their condition.

Let's take a look at some of the most common complications associated with type 1 diabetes:

- Diabetic ketoacidosis (DKA): DKA occurs when the body starts breaking down fat for energy instead of glucose, leading to a buildup of acids called ketones in the blood. This can be a life-threatening condition if left untreated.

- Hypoglycemia: Hypoglycemia, or low blood sugar, can occur when a person with diabetes takes too much insulin or skips a meal. Symptoms can include shakiness, dizziness, confusion, and even seizures. We talk about hypos within the diabetes community quite often yet, still, some find the subject embarrassing.

- Neuropathy: Over time, high blood sugar levels can damage the nerves in the body, leading to numbness, tingling, and pain in the hands and feet.

- Retinopathy: High blood sugar levels can also damage the blood vessels in the retina, leading to vision problems and even blindness. I know this particular one very well. 

- Nephropathy: Diabetes can also damage the kidneys, leading to a condition called nephropathy. This can progress to kidney failure, which may require dialysis or a kidney transplant.

It's important to note that not everyone with type 1 diabetes will experience these complications, and managing blood sugar levels can help reduce the risk. However, even with the best management, complications can still occur. That's why it's essential to have open and honest conversations about these potential complications and provide support to those who are managing the condition.

Unfortunately, people with type 1 diabetes often face stigma and blame for their condition, which can make it even more challenging to manage. Some people may assume that diabetes is caused by poor lifestyle choices, such as eating too much sugar or not exercising enough. However, this is not the case with type 1 diabetes, which is an autoimmune condition that cannot be prevented or cured.

Stigmatising language and attitudes can make people with type 1 diabetes feel ashamed or embarrassed about their condition, which can prevent them from seeking the help they need. It's important to talk about type 1 diabetes in a way that is respectful and understanding, and to avoid placing blame or shame on people who are managing the condition. 

There is often much talk between diabetics about the language used about our condition. Even the use of the word "diabetic" causes some to feel uncomfortable, much as the clumsy "PWD" does. I've repeated this many times previously; We're all very different. The use of some words and phrases doesn't cause me any upset and I believe that to be commonplace among other diabetics. 

What does cause me upset is the stigma surrounding complications. And not just because I've lived through several different eye problems. Indeed, I haven't felt stigmatised in any way for my diabetes related complications, but I know that others have and I know that many others fear talking about their own complications due to the reactions of others. That needs to stop. 

Through my own engagement with the online diabetes communities, I've learned much about my T1D. I've improved my diabetes management and probably given myself a much better long term outcome. If we open the door to discussing complications, normalise the subject, provide support through communities and peers as well as directly in clinic, then I firmly believe we can lessen the severity of complications in many. Why? because fewer will think twice before asking a question online, fewer will be worried about approaching their doctor for advice, the early stages of complications can be picked up on and stopped or slowed down before they become severe.

So, if you've got complications concerns, a question, experiences to share, etc then hit your socials. There are many who will support you and benefit from your engagement. If you experience negativity, use your mute or block buttons. 

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